Christmas eve gathering

Since new year eve is approaching, I've to post this before I have to do the new year eve one. So, I'm so sorry that I've to postpone the steamboat party thing. Actually the reason I don't feel like editing the videos is there are tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many videos. The banana one, the alaska one and the jump-down-from-2nd-floor one (only people who came on that day would understand) :/


OK, on that day, Monday, erm, we went to The Library @ Leisure Mall.

Four of us were there first - and of course - the selca session started and we also had our lunch there while we were waiting for them LOL. Frankly, the service there was... erm... not that good but the lunch set which Lum and JW ordered were quite nice and cheap.
The soup was served before the mains (duh!) and then I was like asking the waiter what soup it was, and he answered me "err.... it is like a soup". Duh, of course I knew it was something like a soup -,- Later I ordered a nachos since we still had to wait for few people but the nachos was served 1 hour later! Oh ehm gee, a hungry man is an angry man.


Soon the others joined us, we then ordered beers since there was a buy 1 free 1 promotion, as in buy 1 pint free 1 pint.

: stolen from Lum.

 

And this is so cute :P

 

I had my own 1 pint and they four shared 1 pint, but still, JW ended up with a tomato red face and he insisted he was fine and wasn't drunk LOL. And let's see......

Oh my 9 years mate, the fact is you didn't seem fine at all.

Sorry, I sold you out AHAHAHA!

And then I had my another pint and a apple cider again when yy arrived since it was a buy 1 free 1 promotion, do not waste it! The apple cider was super nice, but it was sold at RM20 in The Library but I saw it was only RM11 in Giant LOL - business :/

And then - without any doubt - photo boom time. But I didn't have most of the photos, I don't know where are the photos, actually. And this is the photo of the day,

: stolen from Evelyn

xoxo.

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I feel so lazy to update my blog!!
Tons of photos and videos are waiting for me to be uploaded,
but I'm so sorry, I'm just a lazy bum :/

The Minions!

Nowadays, I am so into the minions from 'Despicable Me'! They are so freaking cuuuuuuuuuute... and dumb AHAHAHA.

They are super adorable especially in this trailer. My brother and I almost sing this song at home every day and I made it as my phone ringtone :P

I repeated repeated & repeated this video and laughed & laughed & laughed, and finally decided to do something really stupid, which is.............

AHAHAHAHA I look so dumb in this. I just couldn't sing the lyrics clear since I really couldn't understand what the hell the lyrics was, so I just mumbled over but it still sounds as dumb as the original version. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I JUST CANT STOP LAUGHING.

Love Dust

........

Maybe I still wanted you to suffer because of me

 

These days, without knowing, I sing the songs we used to listen to together
On days like this when I’m locked in old memories,
On nights when I miss you for no reason

 

I was too young back then
Love was hard so I tried to avoid you
It was too much pressure for me and so I was unhappy
So eventually, I made you cry

 

When today passes, you will disappear like dust – what is love?
If I look sad, my tears are like smoke, like dancing smoke

 

Tomorrow, my day will start like nothing is wrong and I will forget you
I’ll just remain here, smiling, as I pray that you will be happy

 

Do you remember the day we first met?
Innocent smiles filled with Sauvignon Blanc
My submission to you without reason
Sometimes, our strong clashes
When separation became our fate-like reality, my last wrath

 

I hear stories from the radio that I agree with
It’s exactly how I feel right now
I wonder if the story was sent by you as I fall asleep
Time passes so fast – I wonder if you’re doing well

I was too young back then
Love was hard so I tried to escape
Eventually it was too much pressure so I became unhappy
Although now it’s too late

 

When today passes, you will disappear like dust – what is love?
If I look sad, my tears are like smoke, like dancing smoke

 

Tomorrow, my day will start like nothing is wrong and I will forget you
I’ll just remain here, smiling, as I pray that you will be happy

 

If we ever run into each other on the streets
I hope we will look happy as we smile, each with a different person
So long

 

Steamboat gathering on O6122O12.

Finally we'd decided to have steamboat this time instead of BBQ, since we already had two torturing cleaning experiences after the happy-charcoal-burning-bbq session. So, BBQ is no more an option for us; for the 20th or 21st gathering, can we have steamboat instead? I don't want to wash the floor after the tiring pool games. Please to consider on this, pleeeeeeeease? *puppy eyes*

So, this was the place the laughter started and the happiness gathered that night - my house,

Not many photos were taken but we recorded lots of videos in this party. I can't stop laughing as I re-watch those videos we recorded yesterday, especially the hosting part! You will instantly understand what I meant and why I couldn't stop laughing after you watch the videos. No matter how many times I re-watch it, I still laugh like an insane!

Ximan and I were the first 2 person became wet but it was a very long journey of discussion before we got wet, undeniably the discussion was just crap -,-

Next, was the climax of the night: the funny yet creative food introduction, by Ximan & Veanne, they named it 美食性节目 LOL I've no idea of the relationship between the food and the name of it. The entire process of recording was so torturing because we laughed like mad people we just couldn't stop laughing! So.............. THIS IS THE VIDEO!!! That was the food part and this is the beverage part: AHAHAHA I laughed like hell as the opening skipped into her unexpected english-slanged chinese poetry & nice-to-the-eardrum singing. What I could say is, ODD! We really enjoyed the wine my brother brought for us, even the glasses were new and purposely brought by him, I love you gor gor! Here are the evidences how much we loved the wine - precisely, how much we loved to pose with the wine LOL.

As I mentioned, not many photos were taken & most of the photos were off focus :/ So, videos will do?

Last but not least, the group photo!

Thank you for the moments we shared that night and the days we spent together during our high school life, I appreciate everything I've learnt and the friendship I've gained from all of you. Even though we were first strangers but now we are friends; even though we disliked each other but we know & appreciate each other. Most of us are leaving the place we usually gathered - KC, however, tons of gatherings are waiting for us in the future!

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Twingling strangled mood.

Something wrong with me, in my heart.

But I don't know what's the problem.

4, isnt't always a good digit, isn't it?

12 hours day out.

Finally had my first outing with my friends after I came back - I was saved from inches of dust covered on me when they were having their exam. It was a movie day, had The Rise of The Guardians and Breaking Dawn Part II in a day; and the very skilful LumLum picked me up that day, frankly, I enjoyed being fetched by her AHAHAHAHA (it's a compliment, don't be sensitive :P )

LOL the reflection of the big yellow M of Mcd covered your Jack Frost.

Renesmee was super cute and pretty, envy envy envy.

My very first photo with her :D

Very blur photos I had because of the soft skin effect, oops?

And hell no, why was it the end of the twilight saga??!! ME NO WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT!!!!! :'(

However, it had a very good ending - a happily every after ending. Thanks to Stephenie Meyer for such beautiful vampire love story, the storyline could actually catch the heart and trigger the feeling, I bet Lum could profoundly understand what I meant HAHA.

After the 2 movies, we went for dinner at Tony Romas.

This is for 6 pax, too little or too much? HAHAHA

Spent our dinner time with the phones to call out some people for a simple gossip-py gathering at Leisure Mall at 8 p.m. since most of them stayed in Cheras. It was almost 8 when we left - yeap, we were already late - the situation got worse when I realised my phone was missing as we almost approached the main road. Imagine Lynn and I crossed the busy road without any crossing lines - it was drizzling in that evening - and hurried to Tony Romas to get my phone and luckily the waiter kept it for me, thank God!

We were late for an hour, thanks to the super common traffic jam in KL, the patience of Evelyn & Ywai was very much appreciated *wink* Had lots of fun during the 2 hours chatter - especially the jokes and gossips updated me HAHAHAH.

Had a very great night with them, none of us wanted to go home. However, most of the under 18s have curfew - except me - so they have to get home before 11 p.m. Wish to gather again and continue our 'secret' conversation, promise promise?? :D

That's all on that day. The moment I spent with them was very meaningful and happy happy happy! I love all of you, friendship does the forever thing, if you know what I meant.（＾∇＾）

xoxo.

... leaving the UK, and hello M'sia.

Due to jet lag, I'm still hanging on the web here at 3:42 a.m. - even though I had a gruelling day at the airport yesterday, err no, Monday in the UK time zone. Almost couldn't check in, almost missed the flight, I was totally exhausted in that instant.



My flight departed at 9.30 p.m. and I arrived the airport at 5.20 p.m., it should be plenty of time for me to get everything well prepared before my flight. However, I got everything done just 15 minutes before the flight, &%@*@(£%&%@£(*@£+!@+£)@£)(@(&@£*@_£@+_)£@$(*@£&%!@)(@£(!(@)(£!@^_+!@_) !!

First, I went to claim the VAT as I arrived there and I used half an hour to find the location of the office -,- The queue was super long, it took me 1 hour to claim the tax urgh. And then, my both luggages were overweight overweight - yea, I really meant it, overweight overweight. For the check-in-luggage, it was 31kg but the limit was only 20kg, exceeded 11kg; for the hand carry luggage, it was 15kg and the limit was only 7kg (??!!), the weight was doubled. I was about to pay for the penalty, however, the price was super-duper-incredibly unreasonable: £46 for extra 1kg, dafuq?! It's a big no no for me to pay £874 just to bring my clothes back to Malaysia, I would rather to use the money to buy new clothes, and it is definitely adequate to buy tons of new clothes.

Then suan liao, I repacked my luggage... and cheated - I transfered the stuff in the check-in-luggage into a smaller bag and pretended the small bag was my hand carry; at the same time, I hid my 15kg hand carry luggage in a corner when I checked in. And then bla bla bla annoying procedures during the check in because my e-ticket had some problem on it. As I already checked in and ready to take back my 15kg hand luggage, guess what, IT WAS LOST. I've to declare that the British was super aware of unattended luggages, you can always hear the announcement: Please do not leave your luggages at *somewhere*, unattended luggages will be destroyed due to security reasons. They suspect the luggages contain bombs LOL. So, I went to the security and luckily I found it, thank god thank god.

OK now, I had 4 bags in total - 15kg hand carry, the cheating-used small bag, hand bag and a laptop bag but the rule was only 2 bags could be brought. I repacked repacked repacked repacked and repacked - with the help of 3 helpful strangers - but we still couldn't do it; the time tick-tock-tick-tock passed by my nervous blanked mind, it was already half past 8 and I still couldn't get my luggage done! At the very mean time, a woman asked me whether I was a student of Bellerbys College or not: she was my classmate's aunt! What we did was packing the unnecessary stuffs into a bag and stored it at her house so that I could collect it next year - that was my only choice. The repack process took me almost 1 hour wth.

... Luckily I still got everything done on time. Seriously, THANK GOD.



And then I'm going to blog about what I did 2 days before my departure.

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Went to shopping with my roommate - our last shopping and took loads of photos with her.

As you can see, the hair colour of both of us returned to normal - no more blonde and pink - became brown & black.

She's the bosom friends of mine, she did affect my life - she changed the messy me (because she has mysophobia) - I became much tidier now, I think I am. We sticked together 24/7 excluding our lesson time, I will definitely miss her. I purposely go back to the UK on her birthday so that I can celebrate with her, nobody wants a lonely 18th birthday, right?

18112O12, the night before:

My host family brought me out for Italian food as my farewell dinner.

My mixed seafood pasta. They also ordered a bottle of wine that night even though I was going to have my last exam next morning and pack all my stuffs before I slept that night.

My little baby girl, everyone said we looked alike. Really?

I used to be the baby sitter of their three children, thus when my host mother saw me packing my stuffs, she said "你既奶妈走左你既阿妈就辛苦罗". Hrm, I think I'm a professional baby sitter!

So, finally I've graduated and came back to Malaysia again, planned to go few places to have fun during these 2 months. LOL it's already 5a.m. now but I'm not sleepy at all and my friends are going to have their physics exam later - I can hear evil laughter from my heart AHAHAHAHAHAH! 

No stress stress Lyee is planning to have fun today and go to pasar malam, oh yeah!! :P

Who wants to go gai gai with me?

OK, I've to back to my movies now, bye-bye... & good luck!

xoxo.

Another me.

Two 45 minutes papers left, and then I'm going back to Malaysia very soon!!

Always wanted to dye my hair black before I go back, so here it is:

So..................

A yay or a nay?

Did I make the right decision? :/

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Loving the soft skin effect of my camera ♥

I iz happy happy girl now! 

Just came back from my last paper of english literature,

I can finally throw all my literature notes into the trash, 

OH YEAH!

Feel satiated every time I scribble on the subjects I've done *grin*

I've done half of my exam,

IT'S TIME TO COUNTDOWN!

& so do the spm candidates, it's time to countdown to their exam.

Good luck to all the SPM candidates who are going to start their exam next Monday,

you are going to harvest your hard work very soon!

Random selca pic when I had my pink hair,
I started to miss the vibrant pink of my hair already.
Pink suits me more than other colour does, I fancy.
:/

TATA!

Summary.

Yea, I know, I know this post shouldn't exist since I had mentioned the previous post would be my last post until I finish my exam. However,  I really feel like concluding my 10 months life and how my personality changed in the UK - for my own sake - so that I'll know what actually happened in these 10 months.
So, this post will be very very very wordy without a photo.

And um, actually it's a very good practice for one of my english paper on next Tuesday; it will be a real dreadful nightmare in that morning, I've to start my chemistry practical with all the chemicals at 0900 and then straight away go to the exam hall to have my english exam - no break - because both the exams actually start at the same time. I've a crashed timetable and hope that my left brain and right brain won't crash on that day. The teachers assured me by saying life is always like this, things - no matter good or bad - coincide very often, you've no choice, and you have to reach a compromise. And it's really true, for me, I think.

I'd decided to leave Malaysia and went abroad last December, and so I'd to give up something that couldn't be brought to the UK, including friends, fun, love, and especially the precious high school life.
And there's always ambivalence in me, always. I know I'm blessed to study abroad at such an age, however, I do feel regretful for my decision, most of the time. When I saw all my friends having fun in the class, school or maybe a simple gathering, I profoundly regretted. I would ask myself whether it was a right decision for me, for my future.
I think I deserved the friendship but I gave it up. Every time I logged in my Facebook, I could scarcely find any 'green dot' beside the names on my friend list - nobody is online-ing - everyone was having their nice dream at their home sweet home while I was facing the motionless laptop at a totally strange place, I've already get used to it now. However, I know how lucky I am to have my friends, especially when they gave me loads of surprises on my birthday which I actually thought everyone had forgotten that was my birthday. Seriously, I felt overwhelmed on that day and I knew friendship was an endless relationship, especially with them. However, everyone knows that distance does create a barrier no matter how intense the relationship is, including 4 years love.

I realised... relationship is a very hard thing to maintain; the pure relationship between friends, couples, family members or whoever will not stay pure as always. Love, anger, jealousy, hatred will no longer intertwine and the relationship will develop to be more complicated, finally the problems approach. Besides that, people shouldn't be too close in any relationship. As long as you recognise his/her hiding personality, the relationship will definitely be altered by any form of miniature problems because you would relate the problem to his/her personality which makes you feel uncomfortable and then elaborate it, yea?
Betrayal, I'd like to emphasis this element in every relationship. It causes awful lots of problems. It hurts, at the same time, it teaches. It functions as a tool which defines true and false friends around you. So, learn from it. Don't trust the same person but forgive them (possibly thank them for their self-sacrificing betrayal which has debased their reputation; sorry for being so mean here). People would say I'm a dunce for forgiving them but I heard a preach which stated it was like cleaving yourself with a knife when you try to remember what people had done to you. So, why not forget it and throw the knife away from myself? I know my family loves me, God loves me :)

In a positive way, I've learnt to be independent here. I feel so proud every time I mention this because you could never imagine how dependent (I hope I used the right word) I was before I came to the UK.
My room is so tidy now! No more garbage room.
And I remember when I just arrived here, I didn't dare to speak a word - I forbade myself from speaking english because I couldn't speak - I requested my brother to convey everything I wanted to say. But, my brother couldn't be with me all the time, right? Finally, I learnt to articulate myself; I started with stuttering over a word until now I... still can't speak very well. But there's still a tiny little bit of improvement in my speaking, perhaps. I learnt to read english books and even write in english (this was once a mission impossible for me) lol. I still remember when I was in kuencheng, I plagiarised the essays on the Internet, most of them, since I really couldn't write a word above the blue line on the paper. Sorry, all my previous english teachers, I cheated :/


That's all.
I apologise if I wrote something which makes you feel uncomfortable.




OK, exam mode,
ON!

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Random post before I disappear into the mist of exam; last chance to turn on my mac, I think?
Hm, exam preparation. Went to library and as I left, saw zombies everywhere!
Yea, zombies. It was zombies parade in Brighton today, in London last week - for Halloween.

There will be a school halloween party but - unfortunately - I'm going to have my english literature exam on the next day. Aih... didn't manage to celebrate the first halloween in my life this year.

Apparently, am having a love-hate relationship with my don't-know-what-colour-it-is hair.  Urgh, leave it or dye it brown?? And the irritating fringe, leave it or cut it?? My hair is already terribly damaged, gosh, look at the super dry dry hair ends.

Hope that I could manage to bear this annoying hair. Otherwise, I would cut it off - again!

Transformation?

I always wanted to update my blog, but every time I turned on my computer, I shut it down again lol.

Just finished one of my exam papers on Friday; my IGCSE finally has officially started yesterday :/
Got my camera charger from my roommate after I came back to the UK, like finally.
It was quite a peculiar feeling when I looked at the photos I took when I'd just arrived here.

10 months. OMG 10 MONTHS?! I've been here for 10 months!!
Hmm, somehow people aren't aware of time's actually passing by; and brought awful lots of changes to our appearances, experiences etc. : life.

I've changed a lot, seriously. I don't know whether it is a good sign, or not, though.
The me from January to August;

And finally, I've got pink hair now!

(none of the photos are edited, the colour it appears on your screen is the actual colour of my hair)

OK... it's red now, I know. The colour faded and it became red, it would become brown after few days, I think, since I didn't bleach it :/

Urghh, my brother betrayed me; he asked my parents to have a look at my facebook but luckily I've set my profile as private. However, when I phone them, they were like... WHAT DO YOU HAVE ON YOUR FB? dafuq.

My roommate, Xylina. ♥

She has witnessed my change, so am I to her.

Imagine, when a blonde and a pink walk together on the street, you'd easily find that everyone's would gaze at them lol. 

                  

So erm... sometimes selca isn't only a vain activity, it also tells you that... 

you grew older, somewhat.

AHHHH, the main transformation:
The Lyee who always resisted kpop................... likey BIGBANG! #fangirl
My friend (a super crazy kpop fans from HK) said that it was a pure irony for me, because I was like, teasing her to be so abandoned into those kpop thingy before I went back to Malaysia, for 8 months; but now, after I came back to the UK, I became one of them. LOL.

My home screen wallpaper EHEHEHEHE.

Wish me luckin my exam, go!
I will update my blog more often when I get back to Malaysia & I'll get my licence ASAP before the SPM ends!
Me want fetch fetch LumLum & Lynn and then speed up to 2873637628736823876 km/hour!
AHAHAHAHAHAH!

Mooncake Festival.

I know it has been a very long time I've left my blog alone here, sorry.
Actually I was planning not to blog until I get back to Malaysia in November.
since I've realised I looked fugly on account of the weight gain lol. trying my best to lose weight and erm... & I think I'm quite successful, till now.

As you can see, I look different from the previous post - good sign??

However, it's mooncake festival today, some kind of... erm... weird feeling twirls in the deepest part of my mind; and the lonely feeling oozes from the heart, really.
Sometimes, I felt quite regretful to study abroad before anyone do.
It's really hard to describe the feeling when I looked at the happiness my friends got during their gatherings or whatever as an outsider.

Anticipating the day I finish my IGCSE then catch my flight back to Malaysia after the last paper, which is a 45 minutes biology objective paper, damn.

Oh yea, who wants to buy things from the UK? Or maybe your mom your aunt your sister... whoever interested in branded bags, fragrances, cosmetics etc.
Paying my efforts to earn money to get the thing I wanted ever since :/


Anyway,
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL :)

Lyee return.

I felt so lazy to update my blog since I was so excited after I came back from the UK.
But I think I really have to update it so that it won't seem like dying lol.
So... this lazy person chose to do a vlog instead of typing, again.




& then it's already 3 am now, but I just came back from badminton and mamak with my brother since both of us still have jet lag, neither of us feels tired - zombie lol. So.. tata. Going to take a bath and sleep soon.  And does anyone want to play basketball with me tomorrow morning?  (this invitation makes sense only if somebody saw this within these 4 or 5 hours & it's almost impossible)

Ok then, good... morning?? lmao.

VLOG #2

I'M FREE NOW!

最近天气又热又湿 直接生病了
伤风伤风 所以很严重的鼻音 哈哈
然后眼睛已经干到眯成一条线了
所以 本人去睡觉啦
Goodnight!







KTHXBYE.

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OHOHOHOHOHO!

Me iz happy happy girl now hehehehehehe!

I got 7.5 for my IELTS!!

I thought I would get 6.0, I had been worrying for 2 weeks!

No need to retake it for whatever applications,

7.5 is definitely enough for everything!

THANK GOD!

Hrm...

My recent posts will be very short and not many photos because I'm actually having my mock exam.

Frankly, I didn't plan to post anything before my exam ends but I couldn't subdue my hysteria & excitement after I got my IELTS results!

Before I came to UK, I was requested to have an IELTS.

But I was so scared that time, I think I would only get 4.5 or 5.0 when I saw those who were studying in international schools only got 6.0, therefore I didn't even have the nerve to take it.

And, I remembered my mom told me that the reason she sent me here was... my english SUCKS!

Mommy, I got 7.5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know it isn't the best grade which is 9.0, but I'm really satisfied with it :D

I've done part of my exam, only left chemistry biology maths and english literature.

After that, I AM COMING BACK TO MALAYSIA!

OK now, gonna study for chemistry and biology, both of them... ARE ON THE SAME DAY. Damn?

Last but not least, THANK GOD!

TATA :)